my first post.

well this is my first post, so i'm gonna try to make it as interesting as possible. alright, right now my life is pretty screwed up, & the the only thing that gets me up in the morning is the thought of seeing maurice. figuratively speaking of course, my alarm wakes me to bring brooklyn to school. but anyway, he's my everything, my all, my being. you'll probably hear about him alot in these posts. for those of you who don't know, maurice is my boyfriend. we've been dating for almost two years. 1 year 10 months and 6 days to be exact. i love him.

so, i don't know what i'm doing with my life. i don't know what to do with myself. i feel like i don't even know who i am.

i dropped out of school two years ago. i miss it so much, but it was something i just had to do. i've been working on getting my GED, & CNA certificates. but it seems like no one cares enough to help me. my mother won't take me, my dads to far away, i can't find a job to help pay for CNA training. & no one will take me to get my liscence so i could do these things myself. i'm stuck.

and he's the only one who cares.